questions questions...

haha hello again....
well today i shall dedicate the post to someone important to me in my life...
haha i know im gonna look back at this and go damn im being petty...
ok first i have a question to anyone reading this...
what is love?
what does it mean when u say i love you to someone?
what does it mean when u say you love someone?
what does it mean when u tell everyone that you love someone?
ok haha anyone with ans tell me ah i am kinda confused...

ok shit im very cold...
the temp is like
aircon with full blast...
i think 16 degrees because im shivering...
ok well this post is well full of questions...
so ill get right to it...
to that very important person in my life...
what am i to you?
meaning what do you treat me as?
why do i have to beg to help you?
why do u never listen to me when you know that im probably right?(for everyone ah this one...)
why is it that everytime i try and help you always end up going to someone else?
well ok to be fair not all the time...
hahaha
ok...
why do i always talk to you first?
why do you never come to me and talk to me?
why do u always think i worry when i will either way?
ok this qn is gonna give it right away but why do u always feel im controlling you?
what u think i dont know?
i may not always understand but why dont you ever give me the chance to do when i dont?
haha everyone prolly is gonna get sick and tired of me talking about you to them...
and theyre gonna call me stupid because i'm still gonna be there for you and do everything to help you even when u dun ask...
well then it comes down to the qn of what is love?
love isnt to you what it is to me dear...
are u ever gonna understand?
hahahahaha any fool can know the point is to understand...
so illend this post with this to you...
why do you always hurt me so?
or is it just the love inside me hurting me?